God wants to SAVE YOU. The only reason why anyone goes to hell is because they are disconnected from the Father and therefore are orphans, and have no place to go but down. Not only that, but their sins haven't been cleansed from their souls, and because God is so holy, if they had to stand in his presence for all eternity it would be like torment. God does not mean for anyone to go to Hell. Hell was created for the evil angels that rebelled against Him and the demons. And salvation is so easy. We need to repent of our sins, accept Jesus Christ into our hearts, and serve him for the rest of our lives. And that is only a short time span weighed against eternity, when God will take care of us forever.
Heaven isn't about playing harps and singing monotone tunes, it's more than that. People who have been there in the accounts I've read say that there is beauty that is indescribable there, that there are great cities, streets paved in gold and the fruit that they eat is beyond anything they've ever had here. Everyone is healthy and can do anything physically. And for everything you do on this earth for God and the poor, it says in the Bible that treasures will be stored up in heaven for you. Who knows what God has prepared for those who love Him? Accept Jesus Christ into your heart today and it will be a decision you will never regret. Read the Bible. Go to a church that has charismatic teaching and doesn't bore you (I've gone to the boring variety and realized the spirit of God isn't there.) A church where everyone is enthusiastic and loving God and it shows, that is where the Holy Spirit is actively working. I go to a charismatic church. Anyways, know that God is real and is always patiently waiting for you! Repent and accept him before it's too late.
I thought you might find this interesting. This is a perzine I did about a demonic experience I had that led me to Christianity. True story. I used to be on the borderlines of agnostic and atheist, and I was raised Buddhist, but this experience led me to God. I know now that Jesus Christ is real, and He certainly answers our prayers. Demons are also real, and deliverance ministries (all over the world) work to exorcise them out of people who have them through the occult and other sins.
I know now that certainly Jesus Christ is real. I used to be very interested in the occult as well, but I think that means someone is looking for something higher than them in the invisible world, and what you are looking for is God. Spiritual warfare is a very interesting subect; because if you look at people like Bob Larson, Derek Prince, and Bishop Earthquake Kelley (whose books I encourage you to read) they cast out demons on an almost constant basis in the name of Jesus Christ. It is really amazing, really, the war Christians are fighting in the invisible realm (At least the ones that realize it is real!)
I want to inform you that from my experiences and knowledge, ghosts are merely demons that take on a human form and imitate humans. They are called "familiar spirits" in the Bible. I know this because familiar spirits have visited by family members before. "John" from my testimony pretended to be a ghost and was very convincing. I also know that angels are real, because they aid in my deliverance/exorcism of "John" the incubus which is still ongoing. They torment the demon that is manifesting in my body and causes it to scream and yell profanities in torment. Angels wage war in the spiritual realm and each of us have a guardian angel. Isn't that amazing? I've seen bright flashes of light that I believe is my angel. I didn't write about it in that testimony, but this angel actually told me that "if you have sex with John, you will go to Hell." I'm not completely certain, but that is what I heard.
The occult is real. Witchcraft is real, but as I know now, it attracts demons and invites them into your body. There are "witchcraft demons" that gain the right to inhabit your body and aid in your spells. This is why divination and witchcraft is prohibited in the Bible, because demons enter your body. It is for mankind's protection. Because there is a chance that a non-Christian can get possessed by these demons to do evil deeds. Otherwise, they are lied to by Satan. I have read about people who have SEEN Satan (the most handsome angel) and seen how a Satanist had to have dozens of demons cast out of her because she was the Bride of Satan.
Interesting stuff. I am compiling a larger edition with pastor's testimonies about demons and so forth if you are interested. I know I'm saying a lot, but it looks like you're the type of person who would be interested in this.
Experiences about heaven/hell can be read on spiritlessons.com
Know one thing, though. Jesus loves you and wants you to repent of your sins and have a personal, intimate relationship with the Father. Until then, you are not saved and going to hell. I know I was going to hell, but God revealed Himself to me. I am glad He was so gracious to do so. I am informing you of this fact in hopes that you will see how much he LOVES you and wants to SA