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Bear Pussy Issue dos. one rant thats gonna be in there

"just because the world is so goddamn full of rape , does that mean my body must be a source of pain?"-Bikini Kill


in small town Mexico, " tienes un novio?" a middle aged dark man slurs, i say no. I'm 11 fucking years old, do I
have a goddamn boyfriend?! He gets up and so do five other workers
eating soup. Smelling like squirt and liquor, why don't i just get out
of this fucking unfinished dinning room. why am i still here? its all my
fault this happened to me right? I shoulda got
out of that fucking room. they try to get me to play a game where they
tackle me, make physical contact. middle aged rough hands began to roam
over my prepubescent tits, and make their way to my pants. why does this
feel so familiar, maybe because this isn't the first time this happened
to me. but what is it be molested? it gets so fucking confusing. should
i say something? maybe hes just being over-ally friendly. maybe i asked
for it. Maybe i was acting to provocative at age 11. At least that's
what people told me, people got mad at me when i said what my cousin did
to me. They made me feel so guilty maybe they are right maybe I'm just
making this shit up. A 18 year old cousin doesn't caress your back and
try to hug you when you sleep does he? oh shit maybe I'm fucking stupid,
yeah your right that's totally fucking normal. YAH its normal. Nothing
happened to me, not that time, or the other time NOTHING EVER HAPPENED
TO ME. FUCK YOU. let me run my hands down your daughters breasts and you
tell me if you think it happened to her. it happened to me. IT HAPPENED
TO ME. and there is nothing that you I can fucking do about it. I'm
sorry that it is an in-convince to you. shit you almost made me believe
it didn't happen. but i remember it, sometimes on long bus rides, when i
can't sleep, when i need something to blame. but according to you i
have no one to blame but myself. fuck me. fuck me . fuck me.

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