I've been thinking about home more and more recently... like I said, the fact that I am away from home, family, and friends didnt really hit me until just very recently--which is over a year and a half since I made my big stupid move.
So anyways, a friend have made me realize that I haven't really experienced a lot of things back home. I mean heck, I lived in an archipelago, made up of thousands of islands, but I have never once gone to any of the beaches there. My university there overlooked the ocean but I have never once touched salt water. I mean seriously, tourists who come there probably have seen more key places there than I ever have. I mean my cousins who werent born there and who has only come to visit a few times have been to places that I have only heard about before... it's kinda sad--pathetic, even... and it's only making me anticipate coming home even more!!!!
again, FYI: every single cent I save from now on --from crafts, zines, extra money, etc. gets saved for a plane ticket back home... and with that i apologize that i can no longer give my zine for free and i wont be able to leave as many copies around for free like I used to. They will, however, remain as cheap as I can make them :)