life as a white picket fence; pregnancy, parenting and persistence for normality

This collection of writing depicts the worst of that I felt unable to share at the time; being pregnant, coping as a first time parent, dealing with isolation and insecurities galore.. I am in a much better place now, but I still felt this needed to be 'said' and so here it is. It's personal, but don't take it that way if possible. thank you.