Share 'Dear Shane, I tried to kill myself'

After my third hospitalization and during a rampant crush on a boy, I furiously wrote this zine about the depression that lead up to the suicide attempts that landed me in the hospital. I scribbled on the MAX, on buses, about my decent into more severe illness, interactions with medical providers, and all the temporary friendships I made in the hospital. I wrote about how to talk to psychiatrist…